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Sunday, December 9, 2007
A lot has happened in the past 4 days. 1. I lost my wallet with all my babysitting and birthday money in it ($60), and my friend found it with nothing left in it. 2. My hamster died. (yesterday) 3. I had to play the cello for the stake youth conference this morning. 1. I'm sorry, but that just pisses me off to the point of screaming. I'm completely aware of the fact that most people wouldn't turn in 60 bucks because they're selfish enough to not care that maybe someone needed that money. Maybe someone worked hard to earn that money. Heck, they just see all the green and go "Sweet! I'm gonna go buy drugs!!" I don't know what people do with the money they steal. I asked a lot of people what they would do if they found that much money, and all of them except 2 said that they would keep it. That just bothers me so badly. Is there any integrity left in the world?! My friend Cici was astonished that I said that I would turn in that much money if I found it. But I'm more astonished that people can live with themselves after NOT turning it in. The guilt!! It's so nagging! Okay, I'm done. 2. Is it a bad thing that I'm not all that sad that my hamster is dead? I think it is. When my first hamster died, I was all weepy, could hardly breathe. But yesterday, my mom came into my room and said, "I think Momo is dead, Erin.." and I replied, "Oh. Dad can get him out. I don't wanna touch a dead hamster." Am I really that heartless? Poor Momo, I didn't even take care of him. His entire life was inside that cage. What kind of life is that? It was a mistake getting him. I got him a month after Lottie (my old hamster) had died, and I had mainly gotten him as a replacement. When he hadn't turned out as nice as Lottie, I deemed him evil and left him alone in his gloom. So this is a tribute to Momo. May you rest in peace, and may your spirit live happily. 3. What can I say? I played in stake conference. The end. |
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❝ The only excuse for making a useless thing
is that one enjoys it immensely;
All art is useless. ❞
