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Sunday, April 20, 2008
He didn't even show up. The last time I was ever going to see him until (maybe) after summer, and he didn't even show up. Tonight was the last concert of the year, and Daniel was supposed to be there. His sister was, his twin brother and mother were in the audience, but he was no where in sight. I guess I didn't matter enough for him to attend. I don't see why I thought I did, but for awhile there I thought we were at least good enough friends for him to want to see me one last time before the season let off. Sarah, Megan and Isaac were constantly teasing us for flirting--which in my case, I was guilty of--and he let them know that he liked a girl (Governor Huntsman's granddaughter)at his school. I told them I liked someone who I really, honestly don't from my school. They still made fun of us, and I wondered if they really thought we liked each other. It would have been nice, but apparently isn't so. I should stop having high expectations when all they lead to is disappointment and hurt. Maybe I should become a Mormon nun and live in a cave somewhere (by myself) in the Himalayas, singing hymns every ten minutes and devoting my life to the Book of Mormon and prayers. |
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❝ The only excuse for making a useless thing
is that one enjoys it immensely;
All art is useless. ❞
