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Thursday, May 29, 2008
Is it bad when you run out of ways to describe how much you like something that you really do like? If you can only say "Oh, that's cute." and not even make it sound like you really mean it? Lately I've been feeling like a blob with very few emotions, and when I do have them, they're over exaggerated in an almost false way. As if I'm trying to make up for something. And I've been saying "hahaha" and "lol" and ":)" so many times in my emails that it looks like I'm some sort of monotonous laughing monster. All of the pictures taken of me show my face with an extreme lack of emotion, my expression looking so empty I almost look angry. It's true that they aren't bad picture, but what happened to my constantly cheery, chubby face? My consistent grin? Last year Alex Graham made fun of me for being so happy all the time, and Emily scolded me for being non-stop positive. This year Alex accused "Erin, you're always sad." and I didn't really talk to Emily, so she didn't say anything. I'm not a sad person, but it seems that my smiles are becoming more and more scarce. Or maybe I'm just overreacting. |
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❝ The only excuse for making a useless thing
is that one enjoys it immensely;
All art is useless. ❞
