❝ The only excuse for making a useless thing
is that one enjoys it immensely;
All art is useless. ❞
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
0 comment(s) / 1:00 PM


resolutions i intend on keeping-
  • embrace practicing the cello. do it and enjoy it. don't get distracted while practicing. stop looking at the time consistently.
  • STOP PROCRASTINATING. get a 4.0 at least once.
  • spend more time with more people.
  • spend more time alone.
  • take addie on walks more often.
  • be positive when around other people.
  • be more confident when it comes to making new friends.
  • keep my room clean.
  • turn off cellphone when i'm studying/doing homework/practicing.
  • be patient with mom. stop yelling at her when she's being frustrating.
  • complain less.
  • enjoy life.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
0 comment(s) / 6:54 PM


When is the line between friendly flirting and actually caring for someone crossed? How can you possibly tell if a guy cares for you more than he would a friend?
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Thursday, December 4, 2008
0 comment(s) / 5:13 PM


I am so tired of feeling worthless, and of always having my life controlled. I want to go at least ONE DAY without being insulted and put down by my mom, jokingly or not. I want my mom to butt out of my personal affairs and to leave the guys I like ALONE. I want to like who I want to, and be friends with whoever. I want to wear what I want to wear, wear makeup the way I want to, and cut my hair the way I want to without any input from her. I want to be able to quit the piano if I want to without fearing her judgement, and start doing other extracurricular things without being yelled at.
I want to be allowed to do things I want the way I want to, and not be completely afraid of what she might say or do.
I want the impossible.
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