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Thursday, December 31, 2009
I refuse to allow my happiness to be controlled by a boy. |
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
who am i to long for death when other, undeserving, innocent people have it thrust upon them? |
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30 days till christmas and all i know is i'm not quite ready to let go of this past year, i have so much to show. one more month and all i need is a sign from you that you think of me. if you don't, then please just say so, cause all i do is think of you. it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down, this holiday is nothing but frowns for me. but i've got a list, you see. i'm making a list, yeah, i'll check it twice, of all the things you've done in my life and i'll send it your way so you'll see why i love you. who would've thought that someone like me could've fallen in love so easily. i know that you know that i know what i want, i know i can't have it but give it a thought. i know that it sounds crazy, baby, but all i do is think of you. and it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down, this holiday is nothing but frowns for me. but i've got a list, you see. i'm making a list, yeah, i'll check it twice, of all the things you've done in my life. then i'll send it your way so you see why i love... everything you throw my way. i know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame that i came all this way with so much to say, but all that came out was "happy holiday". a home cooked meal and a nice warm bed, somebody to love a place to lay my head. but i got 30 days and imma make em count, cause i can't call it christmas without someone to smile about. |
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